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Sunday 6 November 2011

Wordless photo

meaning..just enjoy the photos!!
 Bibik cum driver cum cook cum punching bag!!
 New 'maam' in da making
 if by 11pm still awake this what happened, transformed into 'wildmut' so please if you want your son to stay in human's form make sure they sleep by 9.30pm. You are guaranteed your son will not be like this.
 Michelin baby in da making

 Dapat ikut mama pi KK pun dah happy gila!! yg real gila is mama!! again as always.
 If you messed it..you clean it!
 Painting time with tight supervisory!! otherwise you can enjoy creativity on their body and get a free new wall paper!!
 Enjoying corndogs!!...when u come home i will make for you ok papa!! now just enjoy the photo.
 Bebeh is complaining and mama refused to understand, coz the moment mama understand meaning mama has extra task!!
 

Eid Mubarak

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha!!...today is raya..and didnt feel like one, kids feel excited coz we are going to Aunty Ita's hse and they get to play with their cousin and plus nani also there. Mama got up at 5am and then feed Jess...and tertidoq..it was Jess's fault (hahhah u diam papa)...then at 6am..uwaaaaaa was a marathon!! cook the curry...cook the pulut kuning, ironing their baju at the same time (padan muka awai2 relax sangat) then at 8am Uncle Keman went to the mosque for prayers with Uncle Ayin...Ashmaan did asked why he cannot follow since he knows how to pray already...told him..coz papa is not around, so he understand!! We do miss papa alot...especially mama..dah jadi mama senti pulak pagi2 raya!!  selamat hari raya papa..maaf zahir batin from all of us who never failed to give you headache!!
Specially for papa!!
 All of us miss you deeply papa!!! and believe me it aint easy to have a nice family photos where everybody is ready to say cheese!! Rehaan is waiting to run to his game..ashmaan time manja lebih...baby? nak moody la tu..mama has no choice kena control cun...
Waiting for Ashmaan getting ready!!!
 Early Raya morning..sooooooo sleepy!!
 The first one ready..coz she has no choice!!! hahahahah wait la until she started walking and talking!! sure another added headache!!
At Aunty Ita's hse..very angelic!!
 Yeah!! time to break free!!!
 Part II
 Lone ranger sniper!!!
ASHREHJESS bibik on hari raya!!

Friday outing

Last friday, took them along with uncle keman to wangsa walk coz mama needs to get something for papa at the bookstore, ended mama kena paw as always..and we were stucked there for couple of hours, it was raining very heavy...so the boys have fun at the games and me??? have to 'tawaf' the whole wangsa walk...if i stop jess eyes wide open and mouth also open to melalak...hadoi so painful my soles at the end of the day..then we had lunch at secret's recipe...
 Jess is all ready to fetch Ashmaan from school and off to wangsa walk!
 Mama...really we can go games? hmmmmmmm yeah!! Thank you mama I love you!! hmm bodek!
 You are the best mama!!.......hmmm all for the name of "games"
 Dreams..fulfilled!!! do you have any idea how hard it was to pull them out from there? DONT BOTHER!!
Big chocolate moist cake with almonds for my hungry baby!!
And this for Ashmaan!!....and they finished it!!!
 Annoyed Jessina..looking only at her brothers eating and also she is strap in the stroller!!!
 Yay!! mama carries me finally!! can you see her cheeky smile now?
 Gambar ini takde kene mengena dgn HMF deseases..just that they never touched a real cow..so ini pun jadi lah!!!
 

Ashmaan School's trip

24 October, 2011 (Monday) was Ashmaan's field trip to 

1. Beryls Chocolate Factory
2. Putrajaya Lake Cruise

Mama's Plan field trip

1. Prepare Rehaan and Jessina
2. Tuck them in car and off to beryls Choc factory then Putrajaya


reason being..I am worried about my so active son at Putrajaya Lake..what happened if he voluntarily swimming there and teacher was busy? hah sapa nak jawab? but since papa comments that mama is being ' mamadom' hmmmmm tak jadi aar.....but the whole time mama was tensed an pray alot that he is alright, which he happened to have a lot of fun!!!

By 1.15pm mama already in school...thought to surprise him by being early to pick him up, despite teacher said..be there at 2pm...the moment mama arrived school...some of the kids were picked up already...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....Ashmaan got into the car and said..'mama I thought u will surprise me by being early?"...........hmmmm yah i did try son.......really I am going to 'luku' your teacher...spoilt my plan!!!

ok here are some photos from that morning and they boarded the bus and bus left....trips photo non-ada coz i dont want to be mamadom!!
My baby in line to board a bus..clinging to tight to his breakfast....and dont think im a lazy ass coz my son is holding his bfast bread in a plastic bag..it was teacher order..no tiffin!!! he never let go his food these days coz of few incident...he left his food and went to wash hands by the time he was back half of his bfast was gone!! my poor baby...learning it the hard way!!


Can you see? nevermind I can see and i know what i snap!! it was ashmaan seated by the window seat!! never take his eyes of me!!! oh i love you baby!! (only when you are in school!!)
It was mama's car following the bus until Jelatek junction!! damnit!!!





Wednesday 2 November 2011

A letter to my first born.

 Ashmaan Rai : DOB 15 September 2006. someday when you are big you will read this and understand how papa and mama feel about you.
To my first born son, the eldest of three 
Whom I've always loved and adored
You're such a good son, and also big brother
You've always made me proud to be your mother


From the moment I knew you existed
The live that I felt for you could not be resisted
The elation that I felt as you grew in my womb
The joy I felt in my heart as I started to bloom


From the first time you kicked Papa in the ear
Until the glorious day you actually appeared
Upside down and much quicker than planned
You changed my life that instant, you understand

 Becoming a parent was scary from the start
You hope you do the right thing by following your heart
You give your love and guidance each and every day
Hoping to raise your children the best possible way


But you never receive any specific guarantee
That they'll turn out exactly as you want them to be
You pray that you've influenced them positively each day
In decisions they make, what they do, what they say


You hope and you pray that you've done everything right
But you never know the outcome, not just overnight
So you share in their lives, through the ups and the downs
And try to support them and always be around

So while raising you I tried to do the best that I could do
I don't know exactly what I did to deserve you
But I definitely must have done something right
Because having you for my son has been pure delight


Someday in the future....as you grow to a man..

I'm so very proud of the wonderful man you've become
(Hopefully, contributed in part by something I have done)
I hope that my love and guidance has played a small part
I know the most important part comes straight from your heart


You've grown to become a respectable and honorable man
Who is there for friends and family whenever he can
Your love and respect is something I'll always treasure
Having you for my son is one of my life's pleasures

I'll always be there for you in any way that I can
That won't ever change, even now that you're a man
You're my flesh and blood, an important part of my life
And will forever be, even when you have a wife

When that day comes, I wish you all the best
I look forward to watching you create YOUR family nest
Raising children of your own, you'll be a great Dad
To share in YOUR family will make me quite glad

So as you grow living your life your own way
I wish you much love, happiness and good health each day
You deserve a full life and bright future up ahead
But keep in your heart all the things that I've said


I will always cherish the pictures and memories of you
Through infancy, adolescence and manhood you grew
But what I'll cherish the most are the feelings deep in my heart
The bond that I share with you even when we're apart


So feel my love with you each and every day
Even those days that you are so far away
May it give you courage and strength, if that be required
Or may it comfort and hold you, if you so desire


May it help you overcome any obstacle in your way
Or simply just be there for you from day to day
I know you're as strong and as tough as they come
So you be extra careful and come home to your MAMA